I Have Loved You: But Does it Matter To You?I am a great prisoner. Nicked in your sweet words, blinded by your fake compassion. Have I been a victim of your pitfall or just a knucklehead slave whose happiness is on being spitten-out?
I want to break the chains swallowing my neck... stopping me to breathe. Your chains, which was overused in a way, has extremely made a big scratch on the heart of a pityful lover.
Today I struggle with love. My heart is burning with sheer rage.
You are winning this battle today, but not the war. I am sick and once agan, need to vomit you from my mind. You worthless piece of shit.
I wish I had never met you.
Not a month and a half ago. Not eighteen years ago.
What did I ever do to you? What!? I did not deserve this, and you certainly did not deserve me. You shred me to pieces, chewed me up, and spit me out. You deserve the whore that exists only in your mind.
The gaping hole that has no face, no heart, no soul, but who will spiritually suck your addiction to your hearts content, draining you of any real substance. A parasite, you leech on to my heart because you don't have one to call your own.
You tried to turn my soul as black as yours. You very nearly succeeded the day I took the pills. But I am better than that. I will survive this, and I will still hold love in my heart for all that is good and glorious in the world. You will not take that away from me! You worthless piece of shit.
No, you did not deserve me. Not one tiny bit.
Sadness
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NEWS!!
We have some seirous f*ing trouble guys ther'es a PREADATOR on DA somewhere listien to this coped and pasted form :iconClairredfield:
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THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ! THIS INVOLVES YOUR SAFETY ON DA
I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (!jere1234, !Caeruleum, !kyakuchuu -- all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine,*Kays-elle-belle . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becoming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!
Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here *Kays-elle-belle . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.
:devkays-elle-bell:'s Journal from this morning-
"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.
!jere1234 IS !Caeruleum IS !kyakuchuu.
This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.
Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account !kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart for their own good and seem kind of innocent but mostly very mysterious. I have never let on in this site where I live as far as I know, all of my friends sites that are nearbye me say they live in different places (Luxembourg, Canada, UK, anywhere...) and I was afraid that the longer I spoke to him and tried to be polite because I wasn't sure, the longer I had to slip up somehow and for him to figure out where I live if this was truly his intent.
Well hopefully DA will do something about this, no more little girls need to be preyed upon from the comfort of their own homes. I am not a stupid girl, just too naive. Now that I started investigating it further I have found that this is DEFINITELY the same man, seeing as his first site has some of the same poems that are placed on the second site, and the second site has NUMEROUS poems that are placed on the site he is using now, !kyakuchuu. Some under a different name, but nonetheless, the same poems. That in itself should be grounds enough for being banned from the website. That's more than harassment, that's online stalking.
IF THIS MAN CONTACTS YOU DO NOT SPEAK TO HIM
please I am begging you, complain to DA so they will do something.
*EDIT*
the guy has made a new account under the name
'onlystockings'....DO NOT ADD HIM, BLOCK HIM!!!
*EDIT*
More account he got O.o: sama555, Kays-elle-belle-fan, rexraptor42
Becareful everyone!
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Carry on my wayward son,
There'll be peace when you are done,
Lay your weary head to rest,
Don't you cry no more.
CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON - KANSAS
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Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!
And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
Let's see how many hearts you get!
All the best. Please continue sending your own love to those you care for.
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hellow just BWISITing!!!
kung kaya ng iba, ipagawa mo sa kanya!
Proud to be a LAZY Pinoy!
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hellow just BWISITing!!!
kung kaya ng iba, ipagawa mo sa kanya!
Proud to be a LAZY Pinoy!
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A teacher's TRUE ability is having a belief that he can change other's lives.
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